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Monday, August 18, 2014
Sunday, August 17, 2014
Serpent Theology, Gen. 3; Tim Knipp
Am I loved?
Is there a Creator
and if so,
what is He like?
Is He a dictator
who denies His creations
more than He grants?
Or a benevolent
provider,
generous and wise?
Is He impersonal
and distant,
withholding pleasure
at whim?
Or deeply concerned
and impeccably
good?
Caught between
extreme perspectives,
I try to straddle both,
accepting half-truths
and half- lies,
swallowing serpent theology
like a necessary
vitamin
that chokes my faith.
The attack
on God's character
is subtle and smooth,
keying into my deepest fears
and the
underlying terror of
being wrong
about His goodness.
So I bite,
and for a nano-second
am pleasure-sated,
but after,
after...
in the oh, so long afterwards
I taste the bile
of deception
and then I see:
- how capable I am of treachery,
- how poison now floods my veins,
- how stupidly I fell
for the serpent's lie
again.
Oh, how I need
redemption!
Is there a Creator
and if so,
what is He like?
Is He a dictator
who denies His creations
more than He grants?
Or a benevolent
provider,
generous and wise?
Is He impersonal
and distant,
withholding pleasure
at whim?
Or deeply concerned
and impeccably
good?
Caught between
extreme perspectives,
I try to straddle both,
accepting half-truths
and half- lies,
swallowing serpent theology
like a necessary
vitamin
that chokes my faith.
The attack
on God's character
is subtle and smooth,
keying into my deepest fears
and the
underlying terror of
being wrong
about His goodness.
So I bite,
and for a nano-second
am pleasure-sated,
but after,
after...
in the oh, so long afterwards
I taste the bile
of deception
and then I see:
- how capable I am of treachery,
- how poison now floods my veins,
- how stupidly I fell
for the serpent's lie
again.
Oh, how I need
redemption!
You shall surely die: Genesis 3
It was a kind of death,
the opening of my eyes;
never again would I see the world
as freshly created
in breathtaking innocence –
each serrated fern frond
a message from the Maker’s
sweet scented breath.
Red-hot shame suffused
my face when
I glanced at Adam
for without being told
I knew that his nakedness
was now twisted;
the pleasure and
amazement I once felt
in gazing at his muscular
flesh now threatened to
undo me.
Covering my own nakedness –
my hips seemed grotesquely wider
than I remembered –
I cowered
and trembled at every shaking shadow;
I had never noticed that for every glimmer
of golden light
a slender darkness hugged the underside
flicking in and out with the breeze
like a slithering tongue.
Then we heard the Creator’s footsteps
and instinctively dove deeper
into the musky shadows.
I could feel Adam’s breath
hot with fear,
stuttering on my shoulder.
He called to us and Adam answered –
it's not like he had a choice –
but then Adam was pointing at me,
drawing me into beam
of the Maker’s stern gaze
and I couldn’t take it;
I panicked and
pointed to the serpent,
stretched out on a boulder,
twitching its tail in pretended innocence.
Having traced the crime
through its multiple sources,
He paused a moment
before pronouncing our sentences.
Then, in a voice more of sorrow
than anger,
He called out the snake’s inner qualities –
made them external;
if he would creep let him creep,
and then the Creator surely only pronounced
what was already forming
in my heart:
a deep hatred for the slimy beast,
and gave me permission
to act on it.
Just as I was feeling vindicated,
He turned to me
but instead of slaying me
as I deserved,
instead of annihilating my womb,
and scarring my face,
He promised me pain
that I would remember my deception,
and hunger for Adam
who would stand above me,
that I might pity
the crawling serpent
below me.
Even Adam wasn’t exempt:
his calling to work
would no longer satisfy
without exacting a harsh price
from his flesh,
and after a lifetime of toil
the only sure reward
would be this thing called death.
Silence swirled around us,
made visible in the mists
rising with the coming of dusk.
Adam and I stood, naked and
shivering, uncertain if
the worst was over.
Looking into our eyes
as if to be certain we knew
that this too, was a result of our sin,
the Creator of all things
destroyed one of His creations.
A magnificent leopard
that moments before had rubbed its
spotted head against Adam’s
dangling hand
lay sprawled before us
without breath.
Stunned, we watched the infinite care
with which our Maker
removed the animal’s skin
and
used it to clothe us.
The inert form of the
naked leopard lay
like a pale stone
as
He took us both
by the hand
and
walked us
out of the
starlit
garden.
Monday, August 11, 2014
Sunday, August 3, 2014
Beauty Will Save the World - Tim Knipp, Gen. 2:9; 2:23;4:23;Ps. 27:4
Beauty entices
and colors our eyes,
cultivating desires
for truth
or lies.
Adam's response
to Eve
was a spontaneous
poem -
a creation
for
a creation
and
Creator.
Lamech's poem
of twisted beauty
celebrates violence
and
revenge.
Twisted beauty
perverts goodness -
a black hole
sucking viewers
into a Godless
vacuum.
Darkness must be framed,
acknowledged
and exposed.
Oh, how I long for Him
who gives me beauty
for ashes,
lavendar fireweed
on a devastated hillside.
Jesus is beauty incarnate:
storyteller,
actor,
painter,
musician
and
scultpter.
Let me reflect Him
authentically,
with honor
and integrity
as I pursue
exellence
and seek the
deeper magic.
Scrub up your sense
of wonder,
walk forth
into a world
that shouts the Creator's
heart
in every trembling leaf
and soaring cedar.
and colors our eyes,
cultivating desires
for truth
or lies.
Adam's response
to Eve
was a spontaneous
poem -
a creation
for
a creation
and
Creator.
Lamech's poem
of twisted beauty
celebrates violence
and
revenge.
Twisted beauty
perverts goodness -
a black hole
sucking viewers
into a Godless
vacuum.
Darkness must be framed,
acknowledged
and exposed.
Oh, how I long for Him
who gives me beauty
for ashes,
lavendar fireweed
on a devastated hillside.
Jesus is beauty incarnate:
storyteller,
actor,
painter,
musician
and
scultpter.
Let me reflect Him
authentically,
with honor
and integrity
as I pursue
exellence
and seek the
deeper magic.
Scrub up your sense
of wonder,
walk forth
into a world
that shouts the Creator's
heart
in every trembling leaf
and soaring cedar.
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